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Lord, please please help me to focus even though I am tired and weak and have so little brain power! I love you and I want to glorify you with my time and my attitude. Help me to be at peace with my work and to keep me from stressing about my work while I'm not working. I trust you and am relying fully on You to finish everything I need to today. Thank you for your wonderful love and sacrifice Lord and for leading me with your Holy Spirit.

Ok, so I am posting because I know I have a ton of stuff to do and little motivation to do anything :(. I am really tired from the week because I just didn't sleep much and I had a lazy morning today and am feeling real sluggish... But I have an Organic test next week, a paper due, and, as always, loads of Kaplan reading. I'm babysitting for Dr. Roth tonight, having dinner with Sara Shealey :), and doing Allie's makeup before her function... Someone just asked me if they could commission me to do a Bernie for them which makes me so excited because I really want to start buying makeup but I don't really have enough money to do buy what I want. So I'll probably get $100 from her, I have a $50 gift card from the talent show and I can use a bit from my allowance... But part of me also thinks I should save that money for LP because right now I have about$200 for LP right now, but I am going to have to raise $1500 and haven't even started raising support...

Ok, enough procrastination. What do I need to do in Organic? haha, everything... but seriously, I need to read through my notes and do the problems in the chapter and the problems he assigned at the end of the chapter. My goal is going to be to look over my notes and finish reading for Chapter 15, and to do the in chapter problems for chapter 14 and 15. Then tomorrow I can start with the out of the chapter problems.

As far as MCAT studying goes, I am 100 pages behind in the organic book :( and have about 100 pages to read for the next class... Where to start? The question I ask myself daily, do I catch up or do I pick up at page 100? Since my class isn't until Tuesday, I guess I could read 50 pages today, 50 tomorrow, and 50 on Monday, probably 10 on Tuesday and then only be a little behind. So that's my goal for Kaplan today - 50 pages of Organic reading.

And then tonight I am going to have a really nice quiet time and reflect on how I did with my work and how much I got done. Hopefully that time will be full of praise and thanksgiving because I actually focused and got something done.